Illusions

Blistering pain has been trying
To conquer me, one who's dying,
A hollow shell inside the darkness
Living inside an obvious mess

The writhing pain, the soaring
Lightheadedness
And the needles
Pricking the tip of my fingers

The bloodshot eyes,
The fallen ones,
Where do you run to?
To the light or to the
Burning madness of veiled pleasure?

Gone

Is that all we are worth?
Without a glimpse
Nor even a goodbye
You're gone

What do I do now?
I'm lost without you
I keep holding on to memories
But I'm out of your life

How will I find another?
I can only think of you,
Your sweet kisses and loving arms,
All my imagination

Am I delusional?
Where are you now?

Should I mourn my loss?
Or should you mourn yours?